twenties..

hoih...pe khabar...
baru ari ni gatal tgn nak menaip belog yg berabuk....sorry..been so bussssyy
moh kite flash back dari thun lepas....2011,im entering twenties...sgt scary before sbb dalam otak ni mcm berfikir...contoh? makin gemuk! wrinkle!! dah tua! ne saye masih x sambung belajar? hurmmm....teringin sgt nk sambung belajar tp ape kan daya.........................................emosi

saya harap satu hari saya akan pgy belajar...amin,doa hati kecil ku menanti harapan di masa akan datang...

i've been organizing so much suprise bday celebration but i NEVER get a suprise party though..lol....quite lame...whatever as long im happy with my life..but crossing finger to experience it in the future..

still planning to buy a house...xdapek nk cr ghumoh lagi...hurm....a small house might suit me...
then i wanna buy a car too...haih,xtaw berapa tahun lagik....
then i wanna buy my dream ring..hihihi...dah survey....lama lagi tu sha...kumpul duit,lama2 jadi gunung! hahaha...

twenty twelve ni i wasnt hoping anything since i think im still young eventhough my age looks old...weeehee... nothing else than having my family around,love one and friend to support me through this year....insyaallah....

moga mama,abah dipanjangkan umur dan sentiasa di dalam keadaan baik2 sahaja serta dimurahkan rezeki...

to brothers...rajin2 la study dan jgn jadi mcm ME....:( wishing you all the best to get trough your study....to lil bro! spm tahun ni...study elok2..berubah lah perangai ok...

to love one, thank you for everything we've been trough,the patient....im a bit cranky yah? heee..thats me darling...love you always..you're the best!

best friend...im sorry,maybe im gonna hurt your feeling now....but i wanna let you know,i think you're not that close to me anymore......i think you feel the same...APART even though we're in the same town...this was Not a blame...this is how i feel just wanna let you know how i feel..sorry.......


anyway...happy friday
toddless...
assalammualaikum..

the day would come..

theres a thing i wouldnt give up yet and im still try standing on my both feet even though a piece of glass get trough my feet...

the pain,the blood that poor its too much...as im suffering so much...i wanted to end it but it wasnt easy like pulling it out...

it would leaves scar......scar that i think would never gone.....

im sobering everyday waiting for things to change but nothing change!! im so mad....
i had to be patient...im not that patient...im trying! dont you get it!! IM TRYING!!

damn it! sometime...i wanna giveup and live my life happily

new header for new year

Welcome 2012..
it January!!
its the month i was born to see the world by my mummy..thank you so much mom..
its been 21 year i've seen the world..
dengan izin allah sy mahu lihat masa hadapan saya nnti...insyaallah...
my birth date is on 11 JANUARY 1991..
jadi...doa sy untuk tahun baru...

1.supaya sy menjadi anak yg soleh..
2.dengar ckp parent even i was so stubborn...
3.my relationship goes smooth again...insyaallah....
4.be more matured..no more crying like a baby..

things that i wish
1.alienware MX17
2.new usb pink mouse
3.wide lense
4.fish eye lense
5.bed lamp
6.an handbag
7.escada into the blue perfume
8.a car
9.a house
soon for more...

tata

the heart that beats

i not so well due to some emotional feeling rain inside me..
i know your not reading this..
this is my only space to share when im alone...
and im listening to a thousand years by christina perri..
this song really tears me out.... remembering you,far from you,having huge fight with you..
hey it hard for me...i really do need you here..maybe not here but a least we're fine again...
i wish we're ok again...i miss you,yea...i do miss you..
and i know we both get in a fight because i missed you really much till you involve in this fight too
and fitri,you're the person i talking too..
i miss you,im so sorry...an i love you...
im just waiting you here...for bad or worst...im waiting....bye